pulled like taffy! :(

i am being stretched...it feels almost like i am in a flooded desert....everyone around me on one side then him on the other...i dont know which way to go! you all say do this do that and then i feel as if i will just burst out crying and have no one to comfort me...but then he will be there to do that job...i will feel uncomfortable because he thinks i like him more then that and i dont! i love him but not in the way he thinks i do! i need to get my life sorted! i wish i had a way to do it though!!!!