goodness gracious!!!

i luv him, i dont want him, i miss him and yet i want to love him forevr!!! i cant make up my mind but 1 thing i know is true is that i am utterly and completely confused!!! he talks about wierd stuff...is totally sweet and is kinda shy but i dont want him to hate me!!!if i decide wrong i could end up really happy but sad or just plain old depressed!!! he likes me A LOT i can totally tell and i dont wanna break his heart! please help me and dont mention this to any1!!!! please! it is my personal blogger info! i am trustin my readers with it!