FUN FUN!!!

o this week is gonna be so fun! I have rehersals on monady and tuesday till really late and the on wendnesday i have to perform act one in front of the ENTIRE school! TWICE!!! and then on thursday and friday i have actual full performances!!! and then on Saturday i have 2 performances...one in the afternoon and one @ nite and we cant even leave the school in between them!!!! UGGHHH! wutev tho! it will still b loads of fun hangin out w/ my friends! i dont think tht anyone will actually read this but i like to type so ya! bye byes!

dont take this personally.

This is for everyone who decides they wont love me or try to or at least want to be friendly
....I wanna forgive you
....and i wanna forget you

I just wanna be friends!

just somethin...

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out,
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get...mmm....
I Just haven't met You Yet!

love this.....

Tell the night to save its moonlight, tell the birds not to sing, tell the stars in the heavens they've been misaligned, cuz its not that kind of thing!
If I told you, all the words i've yet to say, would they matter?, or would you simply turn and walk away?
If i hold you, would you tell me i should go?, do i chance it, or would it just be better not to know?
The i is dotted....with...a broken heart!!!!!

bored and very tired from....

omg i am so tired from softball, and dancing and like evrything else! i always seem to be in some kind of mess and i dont know how to stop it!! i dont really know but i inda like my ex again and i dont know y cuz i know if i get back with him i will just wanna break up w/ him again! ok well that is all for today i guess! be watching for more!

all better...well not exactly

ok so i am pretty much all better and i figured out that my bf was bringin me down all the time so i told him that it wasnt working out and u know wat? i feel like a billion pounds has been lifted off my shoulders!! but now i am stuck in another tangle or two and i dont know wwhat to do but i know that my God will help me through it and u will help me too! i love you all and i hope u feel the same!

pulled like taffy! :(

i am being stretched...it feels almost like i am in a flooded desert....everyone around me on one side then him on the other...i dont know which way to go! you all say do this do that and then i feel as if i will just burst out crying and have no one to comfort me...but then he will be there to do that job...i will feel uncomfortable because he thinks i like him more then that and i dont! i love him but not in the way he thinks i do! i need to get my life sorted! i wish i had a way to do it though!!!!